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Feb. 17th, 2009 | 11:59 pm
location: cell
mood: crappy crappy



HeLLoO



2009

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Aug. 19th, 2008 | 01:48 am
location: my dark room
mood: hyper hyper

HeLLOOOOOO..
and im back!!
hahaha..
i've not been bloggin' for such a long time.
months i think, as usual my comp have been giving me alot of problemo.
WeLcome Back!

Been busy working as for normal.
i miss all my crazy crapy frens.
where are you, guys??
lets meet up soon.


i've not been to soccer trg for so long.
i swear i knew it i cant run my rounds like i used too.
shitt... cos lazybum never go trg.
i've gain weight, and when i look myself in the mirror
yucks sucks especially the stomach area, pheeww..
sometimes feels like donating some of the fats to the poor african kids.
i think they need it more then i do. 
need to do something abt tat before its gaining more.
who know can be alil' bit of sex symbols.
hahahaha.. why not, right?
you're never know.
miss my soccermates.
miss playing soccer.
everything lar..

i miss my smelly pillow.
cant sleep without it.
she'll get my pillow soon.
cant wait.
darling, lets travel soon again.
cos i love to travel.
bring me somewhere we can spent our time together.
pull me in your arms and kiss me like you want to.


New Life have been great nowadays.
dont ask me, ask my heart.
it will tell everthing you wanna know.

pull me closer to you
you're making me high.

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Apr. 21st, 2008 | 12:46 am
music: isabella - Amy search






i've been very busy with my work life.
no time for night life nowadays.
i work for 6 or 7 days straight.
with 10-12 hrs a day, nothing's new.
its normal as time goes by.

saturday game was totally sucks big time.
as usual we lost, like again.
So.. nothing's new.
everybody have tried their best too.
after game went to shidah bitch birthday chalet at east coast.
lucky cik ish borrow abang car, if not we have to go ourselves.
when we reach, its so messy everywhere.
so we help to do some cleaning before
we help ourselves with the foods.
we joke, we laugh, we craps, everything lahh..
at the same time we're tired.
overall we enjoy ourselves.
drop by mustafa for awhile then back to OFC
to return abang car keys.
in the end abang send each of us back home from OFC.
hahaha.. thanks abang!
you're the best manager outlet and the 
Mr GORGEOUS!

i'll work hard to get what i want.
i keep my words.
and i keep your words too.
i work hard now and it pay off later.
i believe in tat.
i'll prove it to you.

guys, sorry if i've not been around  lately with everyone.
honestly speaking i miss chilling, clubbing and crapping wit you guys.
im juz busy working.
but we'll meet up soon alrites.
no promises but i'll try my best to meet up like we used too.
i fuckin miss you guys. really..
miss those days we used to have.
and i juz cant wait for 1May 08

 



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Apr. 11th, 2008 | 12:32 am
mood: hyper hyper

my night shift with the gays
they rocks!


self-entertain



single and available gays


-raja-fairuz-me-baby faiz-


spring-cleaning togetherness


like i say, to kill time we have our own smoke-break


my supporting & understanding trainee manager, JM.


juz to kill time in the morning


oklah, im too tired. we sleep together.

this all the guys i work with.
we entertain and served our customer.
more to come..

 

 

 

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Mar. 30th, 2008 | 10:30 pm
location: my roOm
mood: happy happy
music: Bleeding Love - ???

ok, its time to blog again.
things are so fine with me tis few days.
today i send aunt & uncle to the airport in the evening.
im very sad, they going back germany so soon. 
miss them like alott.
and i cant get to spend my time more at the hotel.
i dont know why i like to stay in marriot hotel. i wonder why?
maybe its comfortable and cosy and cooling and everything lah..
spending my time working and visit aunt & uncle at marriot hotel.
their vacations from malaysia to singapore.
they stayed for 9 days in Marriot Hotel.
and i spend mostly of my time there with D..
i can see eventhou' juz 2 days they can get along very well.
they joke, laugh and even tease me. its so unfair k.
they're like tag-team each other to tease me all the way.
went out together for lunch & dinner and window shopping.
my lovely aunt bought me levi's jean. Woohooo..
thanks like alott.. i soo love you! muacks.
and my huge uncle klaus is so cute lahh.. 
he's like so supporting and understanding. like cincai like tat lah..
he anything goes. Power lah sehh..
i dont know wat to say abt you.
im speechless. you're like everywhere.
you make smile and laugh to myself.
so pampered too. hahaha..
so fierce so stern yet soft hearted and loving.
we love coffee. 
machiatto is her favourite.
lets travel soon to our paradise.


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Mar. 19th, 2008 | 09:39 pm
mood: hopeful hopeful




THAILAND (BANGKOK) HERE WE COME

im so cant wait for that.
makes me feel excited when i think abt it.
i so love you ok.
muacks muacks muacks
i work extremely hard everyday.
and i miss your 2 cute monkeys.
Daniel & Harith
they are so loved by me.

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Mar. 18th, 2008 | 12:28 am
mood: calm calm

saturday game was hot sunny day at st wilfred at 5pm with the Arion team.
an artificial carpet grass with tiny tar. 
its nice to see and play on the pitch but its not nice when you fell.
experience says it hurts alot. Yes, indeed.. 
i push and run with the ball, the opponent slide me sideways and i fell to the ground and skid.
when i run i just realised tat my both knee bleeding so badly till it hurts alot and it swell.
i bear the pain thru out the game.
and she came to my rescue thru medications.
i appreciates it. i shouted like a baby when she treated me with medications and calm me down.
she's there for my pain. once again, thanks. im totally speechless..
she's everywhere i go..

she's bringing me to japan during june holidays.
im blank and out of words. did i hear it, right?
am i dreaming or what??
deejavu?? will it ever happen?

never judge a book by its cover.
cherish the sweet moments.

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Mar. 9th, 2008 | 10:06 pm
mood: horny horny
music: she's hot - T.O.K.

saturday game was preetty bad.
we lost again. 
we lost our concentration and there's no team work among us.
we all got fcuk up by our team managers on 1st half.
2nd half is lil'bit ok. but still the same like 1st half.
oohh c'mon..  Not again.. wats wrong with the team..!!
every1st half we dont really perform our best and we all got fcuked up.

aft game, quickly shower at ish place and head down to downtowneast to meet her and have late dinner together by the beach. we bought our own home food.
changi point is where we relax and had quiet dinner together. its so lovely eventhou' its dark. 
i've never felt tis way before, the sea breeze and the quiet ambiences. so romantic.     ; )
one day i would love to go fishing there too.
everyone was too tired there so we head ish home together.
its was tiring but enjoy myself there.      ; )       i like!
and i never went to work on tat day itself.    hahaha..
or should say i officially  "hangover"       ; )
i spent the whole day "hangover" with..

and she assume i officially win the best man tittle.       ; )

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Mar. 6th, 2008 | 12:07 am

tueasday - off day
had japanese dinner with colleagues at central. (clark quay)

wednesday - off day
had thai dinner with colleagues at cityhall.

oohh wow, looks like im going to gain weight again.
oohh noo.. i must control myself. hahaha..

sat is my game against bernard team.
so called crucial game. juz give my very best for my team.
at 5pm clementi stadium.

i cant wait to go out next week.
Weee...   ; )

thurs, fri, sat, sun work.



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Mar. 4th, 2008 | 12:12 am
location: by the bed
mood: sad sad
music: Marc Anthony - my baby you

today nothing special happened to me.
but something bad happened to me.
i've lost something thats important to me, in my daily life.
i feel the pain deep inside me. i look like someone in critical condition state.
you're the last thing on my mind.
you're the last thing i touch.
you're the last thing i smiled at.
you're the last thing i feel it.
you're the last thing i walked with.
you're the last thing to see before i went to bed.
you're the last thing i admire.
you're the last thing that make me look good in anyways.
and you're the last thing i loved deep inside me always.
 you..
and i've lost you forever.

MY REEBOK SHOES
(you're the reason)
feb 07 - march 08

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Feb. 25th, 2008 | 08:48 pm
mood: okay okay
music: Rain - in my bed

WORK LIFE
working have been so hard on me everyday.

SOCCER LIFE
FAS women's league 2008 has started last saturday.
against the Police FC team at clementi stadium.
ok, we lost 3-0.
we got 3 rounds. total we'll be meeting them like 3 times.
wat the hell lah..
its very tiring. oh gosh.. still long way to go.

PARTY LIFE
oohh yeaahh.. aft a hard day work i finally went clubbin'.
it pay off alittle. but i still enjoying it.
maybe more party's to come. hehee..
tats wat a poster say at the escalator lido
WORK HARD PLAY HARD
tats me..

pink tube and frens are soo loved. oohh shitt..  (you're hot!!)
its been like months have not seen you.
was so glad to see you on tat friday night.
 you tap my shoulder and you still reconise me and fad in the dark. tats awesome k!
i forgot to ask your name. ok till now im still wondering wats your name.  ; ) 
wat was your name again?
ok juz hope to bump into you again. lets take pics again, right fad??
hahaa.

IRRITATING LIFE
heard some bad news.
maybe its real! i still cant believe it either.
sorry, you're not into my world, you're juz acting like one, infact you're not one of them.
and you're totally not my taste not even in my  lists. so, stop all your nonsense towards me.
i dont feel anything and i dont want to feel anything. stop all your crap. 
sometimes i find it disgusting. nothing interesting.
THANKS!



outing tomoro with colleagues.
wed not sure whether i can make it for !@#$%^&*
hahahaa.. i wanted too, but dont think so.




i wanna be the last person tat you call late at night.
(chris brown)

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Feb. 19th, 2008 | 11:36 pm
mood: grateful grateful

Yay!!
finally i've watched JUMPER.
best lar sehh..
today supposed to watch with the rest lar but then everyone bubble.
so im abit pissed off. but i still went out with my buddy, fairuz.
in the end me and fairuz watch Jumper together.
i dont mind watching it again. hehehe.
wat if im one of the JUMPER? like real only!!
cool k!! you can go anywhere you want. awesome!
fairuz: wat if you got the power to be like them?
zoO: everyday before sleep i go to my gf room.  ; )
fairuz: hahaha..  me too.
zoO: the best and sweetest thing to do before you sleep right??  ; )
fairuz: yeaahh..

oohh march coming soon.
i wanna watch 10,000 B.C.
so, who wants to watch with me??



                        our pics like selenge aahh...
                         "the next future JUMPER"


oohh.. today i did pretty bad for my 2nd bike practical.
i wobble alot of times.
the S-course, Crank-course and the Bumpy course.
the S/Crank/ Bumpy course must be below 8 seconds.
Bumpy course must ride half standing
tats the hardest course to do. i try my best every round but the handle bar still wobble
and my body posture is all wrong. 
Nvm, i try again. i'll never give up.
more and more practice give me confident to handle big bike.


juz bought new earphones.
Weee....  ; )
goin to be broke soon.
booo..  : (

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Feb. 16th, 2008 | 12:25 pm
location: my room
mood: calm calm
music: chris brown - with you

thursday
aft work rush down to play.
took the last train there, free entry.
meet nicole and edalene frens.
so yeaahh, we play games and joke and dance.
edalene is high and drunk and Nicole is rather active dancing crazily
and i wonder why she likes to grind alot. hahaha.. beats me.
saw arene and ash there too..
its been like so long since i've seen her.  i miss you dude.
and my baby jed with her hot new baby gf and galfren.
they are so Hot can. oohh mann..
i think to gals with mixture blood are totally awesome.
is so my taste.

ok, the two of you, you gals are hot ok.
looks like youre couple. Damn..
you make me smile, hot stuffs.

im working the next day at 10am.
yes i know totally suckiest things to do aft partying. 
and i totally hate it.

today; saturday
i got soccer training at commonwealth. i juz hate to go there.
inconvenience place.
ok, maybe tonight going HRC aft trg
wit my ex Mr Bean staffs.
i so wanna dance non stop. hahaa..
and dont ask me whether im working not the next day cos i'll be pissed off.
hehee..



Cupid, please shoot me with your arrow.
i've learnt now i haf to let go wat is not belong to me. 14 feb.



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Feb. 10th, 2008 | 09:29 am
mood: good good


Yay!!!
i juz got home.
and its like already 9.30am
oohh goshh..
today was my happiest day with my new work frens, seven of us.
aft work we went breakfast at Mc D'. lido and guess wat i ate my fav breakfast  hotcakes w/ sausage.
Yummy yummy.. its been like so long i've eatem Mc D' breakfast.
and i suppose to work 7pm-3am
due to pack, full house at my workplace i got to extend till 6am.
we had breakfast wit our uniform on cos all so lazy to change. hahaha..
lets haf breakfast again guys if im working midnight lah.
so much fun and laughter. Lepak k! we all go crazy and bonkers.
so sad we neva took any pics juz now. such a waste.
oohh yeaa, today i do a good deed, instead of wasting the hash brown i feed the pegeion
and someone keep on screaming at the pigeion. Noisy daya!
you're juz sitting beside me but as if im siting at the road when you're talking to me.
hiaz.. nothing to say to her.
im goin to get some sleep now.
later i need to burn some new songs for my work.  Woohhoo..
and im not working today.
HURRAY!!!


and today is MUMMY BIRTHDAY!!!
and i forgot how old is she.
Happy Birthday Mummy!!
from your stubborn daughter.
i admit im stubborn or wat so-ever its called
sometimes i hate you but i still love you.
juz pls stop nagging ok, mum.


work hard, ZoO
everything will pays off later.


im left with bikes pracs
and hair and hot sneakers.
yeaa..   ; )

bye,nitez.

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Feb. 7th, 2008 | 03:18 pm
mood: restless restless

hey hey hey.
i juz woke up.
i realised tis few days i sleep like a log. really.. cos im fucking tired.
my sister keep on disturbing me taking photo of me sleeping. iritating can.. stupid girl. 
ok, i work extremely hard everyday. i dont know why im like tis. (maybe.. im..)
last two weeks have been working two jobs. tats why lack of sleep and rest.
my soccer training have been tiring for me too. its killing me.
its like i got no off days. its fine with me. but actually not really lah.
i got to work later at 6pm. my both legs is killing me. argh..
off to shower and off to work later.
i wanna get new black pair of sneakers. maybe some accessories. 
and hair to be done. but like no time like tat. hahahaa.
i wanna treat myself some sakae sushi baby.
ooohh.. miss miss so much.
work hard now, dancing dancing soon.   ; )





goodbye asshole.
you're the worst suckiest horrible asshole i've ever seen in my life.
you can fcuk off asshole

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Jan. 24th, 2008 | 12:01 am






MY KOREAN NAME IS




"KIM HYUN BYUNG"

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Jan. 22nd, 2008 | 10:49 pm
mood: energetic energetic
music: can we talk - code red

TO ALL THE INDIANS OUT THERE
HAPPY THAIPUSAM!


yesterday training was tiring but fun.
playing 11 a side with the NYP girls
run run run is all i can in the field
miss an opening goal infront of me like 3 times, such a waste.
Damn it..
im polishing up my fitness and basic back.
slowly getting back my calf musle vein.
everyday i motivate myself.
tomoro toa payoh stadium for fitness.
im ready to sweat.
i left till febuary for everything when tournaments games start.

oohh yeaa..
i totally need to club to relax and release stress.
so a month twice for me is enough,
actually i want every week lah..
hahahaa..
Party is part of my life too mann..
cos it runs in my blood.
like real only siaa.. hehe.
she says; gimme gimme gimme gimme more...
Woohoo..


intend to work like the whole day
hopefully..
work hard will pay off later
i dont want to waste my time doing nothing.
bike prac is incomplete.
3 more stages to go.
looking forward to finish it up asap.
No promises but i'll try my very best.

alot of things to be put aside next month.
aaarrgghh!!
Fuck!!
cant be listed at all.  so paiseh lah..
hahaha..

if only im a millionaire.
(i'll book the whole entire club for myself & my frens every week)






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Jan. 17th, 2008 | 12:22 am

 im just so tired to see him at home everyday.
sometimes i just wanna tell him off.
i had enough of him. its a FULLSTOP!
like i say i fucking hate you.
if you respect me, i'll respect you too.



im working at 9.00am later.
so yeah,
i heard ain have some probs with her fiancee.
pity her. hope she's ok.

im done.

kekasih gelapku, 
niat di hati taknak berpisah.

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Jan. 14th, 2008 | 11:43 pm
location: going to bed soon
mood: indifferent indifferent
music: 91.3 FM

today is monday.
sometimes it suppose to be boring day. yeah i agree..
today i had soccer training at NYP.
as usual fitness and two side wit the NYP players.
aft work meet at coffee club wait for cik ish to finish work then we go trg together with mimi.
weather doesnt seems good. but it still carries on.
training have started mon, wed and sat.
tis 3 days will be tiring days for me. Hell Yeaahh..
trg + fitness = ????
if end of tis month i still see nothing difference in me i mean my stomach lar. hahahaa..
i juz couldnt be bothered anymore.
today we run 5 round half of the field continue by some basics, sprinting, cones etc..
today everyone is like a camel w/o hump. Really..
we run non-stop. do tis do tat, run here run there, jump here jump there.
See.. its tiring but makes you stronger inside the field. 
wednesday fitness at toa payoh stadium, i swear im goin to faint LIKE AGAIN.
and confirm not many players turn up.  Fuck!!
soon my both legs going to ask for one week rest.
oklah tats abt it tat i want to complain. hahahaa..

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i fucking hate you. 
dont come and find me.
you're the one who caused all tis shit things to happen.
Fuck off..
and dont say im rude, take a look at yourself before you say anything.
watever it is my decision is final. 
you force us to have our own way. 
so yeah, we're big enough to think.
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ZoO is extremely, sleepy and exhausted.
and imy like alot.

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Jan. 10th, 2008 | 08:49 pm
mood: okay okay

I PASSED MY 1.01 2A PRCTICAL BIKE TODAY!!!!
WHO WANTS TO SPONSOR ME BLACK METALLIC SOLID SUPER FOUR BIKE!!!!
Im willing to become your chauffer.
hahahaa..
today is my first time riding superfour bike. Really!!
i like the feeling when on the move and the exhaust engine. so nice lar..
i was excited and at the same time totally nervous. 
cos its been a year plus and its my first time aft eversince i've touch a bike. 
today first prac is at 8.00-10.00 am. 
its juz so hard for me to wake up in the morning. cant be seperated from the bed. hahaa..
the bike is much much more heavier then the 2B bike. i swear! i never lie.
its like a few tonnes. i cant bring down the bike from mainstand (vice-versa), without the instructor supporting me from behind and i will fall easily sideway .
im struggling alone when the bike is stationary. but i managed to do myself.
4 chinese guys were in my group and im the only malay girl there.
and the weird thing is the instructor talk to me in chinese and he thinks im a boy.
hahahaa.. i juz nod my head when he's talking/explaning.
he's the best instructor i ever had. so small built and soft spoken guy.
and aft everything over i got this feeling i dont think i passed my practical. so its ok.
i will come back for more practical. so yeah..
skali suddenly he say only 2 passed. the rest must come back.
he give me paper tats mean i passed lar seh. i got shocked of my life.
serious sehh.. i was like.. i passed?? really not?
alot of mistake i've done out there. and its so obvious.
and its not easy to handle big bike with big cc.
i still got 3 more prac to go before final test route.
so yeah, dont be too happy yet.  ; )
juz work hard, ZoO..!!



               this is the bike tat i ride.




aft work i slept for 2hrs.
walau weii.. soo shag lar..
i even slept inside the bus to and fro.



                         look at my messy desktop.
                               oohh mann..





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